Tuesday, November 21, 2006
well its the end of o's but somehow i just dun feel that excited at all...like quite numb haha...not sure why...its also time to really start doin practice on my 3d modeling and animation got lots to catch up on..so ya...just hope lazzyness does not kick in...haha..
quite pissed today actaully..just did not really expressed it out and like absorbed all those anger..haha...but of cos it wasnt done by own human strength haha....i had God standing beside me all the time taking those anger away from me..through out the whole examination period i hav really learnt the meaning of 'but lean not own ur own understanding' haha...i hav learnt how to really just let God step in and take control...=)
been the one giving in to the 2 tryants in the family ( brother and sister =P)and im really not enjoying it very much...but ya...its like a test to really c how God as changed me...its not easy but i am trying haah...need to be for graceful and show more mercy haha or at least try haha...its really not easy being irritated and not fighting back or at least expressing my anger haha...its hard actaully...just gotta get use to it i guess...pray for strength =)
just wanna thank God for all that he has done..Thank You! =)
